Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Depressed and Stress

Today is not a good day for me. First the distribution of accounting paper. Guess how much i get. It's bad because i have done a seriously easy question. Can't imagine how stupid i am. i feel sad and stress under that. What of i continue to make those mistake in my next exam, then i will act like wat Ms A has said : i rather bang myself to the wall. Her every words also got points. At first i dislike her because of the way she critic us. However, time has proved to me that she is right. The second things is the ESL presentation. It was badly done. OMG!!!!20 marks is gone in that 15 minits. What am i doing now? Is Regret helps?Do regrets worth 20 marks? I hope it will. Nevertheless, i should have put more time on it, it shouldn't be last minute jobs. It's like suddenly when i stood on the "stage", my head is totally blank and i forgot what i want to say already (even i have memorised it). I too so called "yeng" and now i have to pay for the price. My Ielts is coming and i have too low confidence in speaking test. What happen if this bad luck still continue, wat happens..........(shout deep seriously from my heart arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr)I fell stress after all the test paper. I am too weak already. The next things i should do is that i have to put much more effort in completing my work and pay more attention on class, don alwaz day-dreaming.hope i can control my future myself............Gambateh!!

In the afternoon, i went to the Ice Monster...Muackkkkkk!!! I like the strawberry wan. wah too nice ad. beh tahan. the sweetness of the strawberry ice scream add on with the the fresh strawberry. Thank to my housemate: King kong, Aunty Yap, BOBO, ZAZA, Ah Ha for treating me this nice dessert......

4 comments:

Ying Xuan said...

dun think too much
it's ok done

jasmine said...

yeah... focus on the next task..
jia you

Yah Yah said...

Gambate o!! ^^
you can do it..

Ng Pei Jin said...

Here's what I believe....

Nobody learns the meaning of pain without falling, tripping or getting injured....

Nobody learns the meaning of pleasure without first having
gone through the meaning of pain...

Nobody achieves sweet success without understanding both the meaning of pain and pleasure....

It requires both pain & pleasure as the stepping stone towards a meaningful success at the end of the day....