Love is gone....

When i saw jiyan's blog, she was writing about the date she had with ah kit. She emphasis on what kit had done to her. Suddenly, ah kit's action make me thinking about you. I m so miss the way you treat me. i like the way u hold me when i fall down during ice skating...i like the way you comb my hair...i like the way you put the conditioner on my long hair and like the way you said you like my hair........the way you scare me and apologize to me.......the way you talked along the way we go shopping...and many more. You are the one who alwayz surprised me, you know a lot of things, you can tell me every information about somethings, ur general knowledge is so good...you are the one who taught me dare to take risks, try everything before we die, and i m glad that i m practising now...I remember everything that we have gone through and i will not forget about them.

One days, you said you want to find other. To me, i shouldn't be so surprised coz i knew something has happened. However since i cant give you wat u wan then i shall let you go. But what i was angry with myself is i haven have chances tell you that i felt in love with you long time ago. U let me felt so unsecured to stay beside you , and that's the reason why our relationship never improve for a long time. Both of us never try to understand each other. You never know what i want and i never know what you want. And that's the reason that makes us feel so apart, far far away.... I miss you so much.....however, i hope that's it. The end of this relationship. i carry it with me just will make me fell tiring....i know that you will never have chances to look at this but this is the last time, maybe is the first time i said i like you!!! after 12am, i shall treat you as my frenz again. Thank for everything that you have done for me and i was touched by it. I felt contented with the memory i have with you......If i have been given a second chance, i will hold you tightly, never let you feel lonely. but what is gone has past... Wat i can do is that, i let you free, fly to biuld your own castle. i hope that you can find a better gal to suit you, i wish you live happily ever after.