Not willing to let it go

When i look at both of them, the mix of sad and fortunate coming through my mind. Why i say so?
sad: we used to be frenz, good frenz of four, share things together share happiness together. Do not care what they treat me, i still need them to be my frenz. But i cant talk to them as tis time is not my fault....i have to hold on with my principle....Happy?i m happy because finally she choose to be with him, not that like him but at least she is willing to spend time watching movie with him. if i do not know about her intention, i think i will congrate them. but this is wat that boy wants. Juz let him try the feeling of being foolish by people la. I shall not say too much...i hope that someday that freinship will return again, not 100% but even 10% i m very happy ad. As i m a human being, better live happily for the rest of my life as we will die for a very long long time..........Let the time wash away the unhappiness, cheer up for tomoro's hopes........