寻找幸福

There is nothing wrong for me to feel insecure 

There is nothing wrong to fight for the safeness that I am looking for

I lost my sense of confidence within these few months because of love

He spoilt my sense of confidence

He spoilt my sense of security that I am able to give myself for the past 22 years 

He spoilt it and then he left 

I expected him to repair it

I didn't know it until today that actually he is the one spoiling it

I want everything back

I want everything back by myself

I know once I got myself back, 

I will have all my happy life back

I want my stupid life to be happy again 

And I know I will be happy again

I know

I just know...