Keep in my heart

Recently, i rarely update my blog. Just don't know why...

I more and more have kept everything inside myself, happiness (no more), sadness is coming through to me. A lot of things happened currently, havent have time to think back, another things happened. Don't know what to do next, don't know what am i doing now and don't know what have i done in the past?

I start to forget who i am....who i am actually?The charactristics that i used to be went to play hide and seek with me already. I have seemed to have lost my self in subang jaya. In this big cities, i have been influenced by the flowering lamp and building, money-consuming entertainment, and hot guys and gals.

i am here to improve myself, but how come i have lost myself....

i do not like to live in big cities.i have learnt a lots on things since i came here, yes it is true, but can't it be another form of education?

am i smiling when i m smiling?
am i laughing when i m laughing?
am i kidding when i m kidding?

there is city and city waiting for me to experience, there are a lots of dreams waiting me to fulfil, there are roads and roads waiting me to walk and there are more and more friends waiting me to find out.......