Jealousy

Is something I try to AVOID

When people think of a Scorpion

Jealousy

Somehow will always get a link to it

Honestly speaking

I hate this feeling

And I do admit that I am such a person that can get jealous easily when comes to that matter

It brings no more than a very negative emotion disturbance

Always greatly affects my brain and heart when it occurs

That's why

I TRY to be think positively no matter how

Persuading myself by giving tons of excuses

Get myself hypnotizing

Just to defeat it

But yesterday

I couldn't help stopping it

But having it storing with me for more than a day

And it is still going on

Urghhhhh 

So damn freaking hate it !!!